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Its taking time out of your busy hectic day and stopping at the beach on the way home from work just to ponder life and the almighty love, understanding, and wisdom of a Heavenly Father who knows exactly how many grains of sand there are, and is capable of creating the wonderful world we live in. It’s taking the time to call up an old friend, not because you need a favor or some of their extensive knowledge on a subject, but just to say hi and see how they are. All to often I am so focused on where I have to be next or what I have to do next, that I forget to look around me and enjoy right now. Every single one of us on this earth is different, yet we are all very much alike. We all need someone we can love and care about and someone who can love us back. I’ve been so caught up in all the hectic things going on in my life I have had a hard time seeing the forest through the trees, but today’s fast and testimony meeting reminded me of something I once heard a very wise man say. It was something along the lines of “life isn’t just sunbursts of serendipity” that there is someone above who knows us and those battles that we each fight inside, he knows exactly what we are going and will never make us go through anything that is too difficult for us to handle. Everything that happens to us happens for a reason and many times we never know why. And those little things that we all to often overlook can be great helps to others or us along the way. He even sent his only begotten son who not only suffered for each of us but he felt and understood all the pain and heartache that come with this mortal life and the choices that are made by us or those around us. I have found myself all to often getting caught up in my problems that seem catastrophic at the time and forget that I have help, I understand how to ask for it but I’m afraid I’ve forgotten how to listen and understand those answers. It doesn’t seem to matter how bad I want to be able to feel or understand his infinite wisdom and help, I can’t seem to get it. I know I have felt it before but it seems like it was so long ago I barley remember what it was like. I can only hope and pray that I will once again be able to understand it. I know he is trying to answer and he always does, I just need to figure out what I need to do to or change to receive it.
